08 April 2013

Becoming a writer, again

I am trying to sell my house again, and so I took a huge stack of books to the library to give away, trying to get rid of stuff. They have this bookshelf downstairs where people give away free books, and many in my stack came from this very place. I am a book addict and I do love to collect them but something just had to go, so I parted with these, promising myself to not take any more home...but then...it called to me.
"Becoming a Writer," by Dorothea Brande, came home with me that day. First published in 1934, her words of wisdom are still relevant today. The most important bit of advice she gives is that, in order to be a writer, one must put the time in and actually WRITE.

Well in the last couple of years I have thrown myself so whole-heartedly into another passion of mine, yoga, that I have neglected to write much at all, except of course about yoga. I have gone through two yoga teacher trainings, and now spend most of my time practicing, teaching, studying, reading about, or talking about yoga.

The other day, while having lunch with a fellow teacher who I went through training with, an aquaintance of ours joined us. We learned that she teaches creative writing classes, for free at the library, just for fun. So naturally I started discussing writing with her, and my other friend, who I have spent a great deal of time with over the past two years said, "I didn't know you were a writer." And then I knew, I have a serious writing deficit in my life.

The definition of a writer is someone who writes. And I have gotten too far away from a regular writing practice to really call myself a writer. This needs to change. I always make time for my daily yoga practice. I need to make time for my daily writing practice.

I also met a new friend (at a yoga workshop, of course!) who had recently written a book and I offered to help her with editing. She gave me her sister's book too - her sister had just written a memoir. Both were interesting but needed quite a bit of editing. And again I remembered, as if waking up from my long strange yoga sleep-dream, that editing is something I am really good at. I am probably much better at editing than I am at teaching yoga, to be honest.

I have gone through many changes and learned a great deal about myself. But I keep coming back to these core parts of my being, these things that call me back again and again. Whether I am scrawling out something in my journal with my favorite pen or clicking away on my keyboard, this is where I feel most at home. This is where I always come back to. This is who I am. I am a writer. Or at least, becoming one, again.